Wow, did that really just happen??
I was supposed to be at a party right now, but instead I'm home 'cause I just crashed my car into a ditch. Don't worry, I'm fine, the car is fine, I just had to do it to avoid crashing into other cars. Long story made short, crash ahead, cars stopped, some couldn't due to the unshovelled roads, some went into the ditch, with me being one of the "some". Thankfully I was driving quite slow so I was more like sliding into the ditch rather than crashing into it, lol. I was surprisingly calm throughout 'cause I could feel that I was in control of the situation, enough to manoeuvre my way out of it. The only thing I couldn't do though was get out of the ditch afterwards 'cause there was just way too much snow. Ended up waiting there until the police cars, firetrucks, & ambulances all got there & closed the road till a tow truck finally came to tow my car out. And then I drove home & here I am.
A lil freaked, but I'll live. Kinda wish someone else could drive me to the party instead though...=P

Caught In The Act
Let me just say that Porn Charades is great fun, lol.
"Beast...Booty & the Beast!!"
"Star...Star Whores!!"
"Angry Angry Breasts?? Aggressive Breasts??"
xD

Lately, I'm starting to feel that I've gotten too good at not letting my emotions consume me. I rebound from anything in almost no time, to the point where even I find it surprising. Nothing bothers me & I seem to be able to stay positive regardless of how dire the situation might be. Either it's because I really know better than to dread over the small things, or I'm just in denial of everything & refusing to deal with my problems. It's a very unsettling thought...
"Kanashii koto ni deau tabi ni
Daijoubu da yo to kuchiguse ni naru"
~ Ayu, "HANABI"

Okay, I never thought I'd say this, but going out so often is actually stressful, lol. Right now I just wanna have a day where I can stay at home & enjoy my CSI season 5 DVDs without interruption...I just feel like turning off my phone & hiding in my bed for a few days or something...
Taking a break from taking a break...now THAT's new. =P
(Don't get me wrong guys, I've had fun with every one of you, I just need to do my thing sometimes...although it doesn't look like that's gonna happen anytime soon <sigh>)

On The Menu
Appetizer
Lobster & crab crabcakes
Main Course
Angel hair with mussels & clams
Filet mignon with mashed potatoes
Dessert
Chocolate cake made with 5 different types of melted chocolate

That would make for the perfect dinner, wouldn't it?? Well incidentally, that's also what I had while out these past few days (I WISH I had them all in one setting...). xP Man I really let myself go didn't I...
But ahhhh SO GOOD!!!!!

Got Mirror?
Just can't hold this in anymore (damn you Mick for instigating it =P)...
You know, it's one thing to love your bf/gf for who they are, but it's totally a different thing when you try to flaunt them in terms of how handsome/pretty they are. Granted, beauty lies in the eye of the beholder, so of course we can't say that's it's "wrong" for you to think your other half is the most gorgeous person in the world. In fact, it can be kinda sweet & reassuring for your bf/gf. The thing is, DON'T FUCKING TELL THE WORLD THE SAME THING, especially when half the population believes otherwise. Really, it's okay to love a person for their personality, as a matter-of-fact I think that's what society's been telling us to do all our lives. <gasp> It's actually looked highly upon. <applause> The fact that one has to go all the way out trying to prove to themselves and/or the world that their other half is good looking though, only shows how superificial they are, & only makes it all the more obvious that they're really looking for someone who's pretty on the outside.
Seriously, grow up. If you love him/her, why the fuck do you care what the world thinks??
P.S. Oh by the way, just because you keep repeating something, doesn't make it true. Didn't work for Nixon, not gonna work for any of you.

...wow, is this a miracle?? My gene therapy exam is in a week & I'm done looking over everything?? O_O Even I am in disbelief...
Move onto gene expression, I shall (& screw virology, I say =P)...

In Your Eyes
It's weird...because at that moment, even though the room was full of people, it really felt like there was only the two of us. And I was left speechless; I was paralyzed by your charm & your brilliance. Suddenly, I felt so small...but so proud.

Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda
I've been having some serious trouble falling asleep these few days...honestly I've never, ever, had such a hard time trying to go to sleep. No, I'm not stressed, at least not anymore; exams are coming up & even though I have one heck of an ugly schedule, I'm not too worried (thanks to myself, who's been über keen this year =P). I'm just...restless over something that should've happened a long time ago but still hasn't. I can't stop thinking about it & while the situation is far from hopeless, I can't help but feel that way. I'm not really upset, mostly just annoyed...with myself. Why am I so afraid of what's possibly the best thing that's ever happened to me??