Shooting BlanksI had my first mock MCAT yesterday...it was a diagnostic one, one where we were all supposed to go in without any preparation whatsoever. It was meant for us to see how we'd do if we were to walk in & write the actual MCAT right now. For me, it was the ultimate diagnostic test - not only had I not studied, I also went in sick. x_x The night before I couldn't fall asleep 'cause I was coughing till 1:30 or so. Then I had to wake up around 7 the next morning just to get downtown on time. Surprisingly, I wasn't feeling that shitty when I woke up. I was a bit tired, but nothing compared to what I used to feel during regular school days. So I got there half an hour early, as they've told us to, & the test started sharply at 9:00. To be honest, I was expecting to know maybe 20% of the questions & then I'd have to guess through the rest. But as it turned out, I knew WAY more than 20%. I actually found the test, dare I say it, EASY. =O The first section was physical sciences, a combination of physics & general/physical chemistry. Now everyone knows
I hate physics & have never been exceptionally good at it, but I managed to remember quite a bit of crap from it & could do most of the questions. As for general chem, I've always loved it & have always been good at it, so of course I breezed through that section. And then came the biggest surprise for me - I HAD TIME LEFT!! I've always been under the impression that time is the biggest issue on the MCAT, that if you don't manage your time properly, you might not be able to finish. I guess in a way, that idea forced me to not waste time like I'd usually do on tests, you know, like flipping through pages & spending 10 minutes to decide which question to do first. And I also think that (ironically) because I wasn't prepared, I didn't bother thinking about a lot of the seemingly "hard" questions; I just randomly guessed, as I knew it would be pointless trying to figure out how to do them. All in all, the first section really got me pumped up. I could feel the excitement building inside me 5 minutes after the test began. I could feel my heart saying, "Wow, I actually want to do this!!" It was gross. But at the same time, very comforting to know that I can handle the stress so well. =P
After physical sciences was over, we had a 10 minute break. I sorta used that time to meditate & get the previous section's stuff outta my head. I distinctly remember me trying to do that by recalling the characteristics of different fruits, lol. Don't ask me why or how, but it worked. Before I knew it, it was time for verbal reasoning, the infamous & probably the hardest part of the whole test. Again, the time issue freaked me out, so I read like I was hungry for words. It didn't turn out so bad; at first, it was kinda scary 'cause I had absolutely no idea what the articles were saying. But then I realized I was doing too much skimming & wasn't getting much by reading TOO fast. Second thing was that the passages were just WAY too boring I really didn't want to read them. Plus the questions were just stupid. Some of them didn't make sense at all!! So I guessed through those. But again, nowhere near as bad as I've expected...
Then it was lunch time. I got pita just 'cause it was close & I didn't want subs or Timmy's. I ate only half of it, just enough to keep me going (I was starving midway through verbal O_o) & not enough to make me fall asleep (ITIS!! Lol). I think I ended up eating a bit too much anyway though, 'cause I was falling asleep while waiting for people to come back. But once the test started again, I felt fine. Stress really is the best "drug" that keeps me up...
So then came the writing section...& HOLY SHIT IT WAS BAD. I totally blanked out on the first sample, I had absolutely no idea what example to use, so I ended up using a very very VERY crappy one to support my thesis. NOT COOL. Also I don't think I elaborated enough on the topic...I wrote only about 1 & 1/2 pages. =\ I kinda redeemed myself on the second piece, with good examples & all. It was no surprise since the topic was about law & society. Like come on now. =P
After yet another break, it was time for the last section. By then I was all ready to leave, thinking "JUST GET ME OUTTA HERE!!" The bio section was easy, how can it not, it's what I've been doing extensively for the past 3 years. I kinda chuckled when I saw the microbio & genetics questions...xD The orgo part wasn't too bad either, I actually remembered quite a few reactions. And I'd never thought I'd say this, but...THANK GOD FOR BIOCHEM. I don't think I'd be as confident as I was if I hadn't (albeit forced) learnt so much biochem in these 2 years. UofT (or MGB...whatever) has prepped me well, after all.
I'd have to say it was a great & worthwhile experience. As geeky as it sounds, it was a nice way to spend a Saturday. I saw Joyce (from high school, our valedictorian who's now at Queen's) when I was getting off the subway at Yonge, & we gave our greetings. When she asked how I was doing, I said, "I just took my mock MCAT.", lol. That was like the only thing I had on my mind at that point...she probably found me weird, but meh. =P
One step closer to where I'd wanna be...HUZZAH!!