Everyone, stop feeding me cake. Just because it was my birthday 2 WEEKS AGO doesn't mean y'all have to get me cake everytime we go out. I think I've had more cake in these past few weeks than I've had in the last 2 years combined (seriously). And I feel like I'm starting to get addicted to it; I'm actually expecting cake whenever I hang out with my friends. Desserts, instead of drinks, have become the 2nd (or 3rd) round. Is this some kinda plot you guys have devised to get me fat?? Well I'm sorry to disappoint, but IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN. Wahahahaha. =P

So THIS is why I procrastinate.
I've been studying for my exam tomorrow for over a week now. And I've successfully managed to go through everything twice, both times hardcore. So now, I'm just sitting here, rolling my eyes, not knowing what to do. This is new to me 'cause for once I actually don't have to cram. Yet, I still don't feel ready. So I'm FORCING myself to cram...cram in useless information that probably will just be a waste of time, waste of energy, & most importantly, waste of brain space that might interfere with the storage and/or retrieval of actual relevant knowledge. So why am I doing it then?? Is it true that you can never study too hard??
Bahness, indeed. Transcription, translation, recombination...BRING IT ON.

"1, 2, 3, 4..."
I'm amazed. What could've easily been the most boring birthday turned out to be quite fun & memorable. Thank you Jing, Gary, June & Marissa for taking a piece of your precious studying time out to have dinner with me!! And thanks for getting me cake. It was delicious...=D~
And to end the day with a bang...I come home to find that Ayu's new PV is finally out!! And I'm loving it!! Whoosh-ness!!
<enters state of euphoria>

Split
'Twas a year of big ups & downs.
EDIT: Thanks for all the wishes & cards & presents everyone (oh & let's not forget a tuneless rendition of "Happy Birthday to You" ;P)!! You've made me a very happy boy...=D

I've noticed...that whenever I'm upset or frustrated (especially when it's at myself), I study better. I think my usual hyperness gives me short attention span (like yesterday...or any other day, lol).
Must prevail. Because I want to...& because I can!!
(Ayu's music still works like a charm in empowering me..."A BEST-O." =P)
Addendum: Sometimes, trying to reason & help out on a friend's problems solves your own...now my mind's been cleared up & I'm back on track. Wait...does that spell A.D.D.?? =P

Heartbreaker
Dear all,
I know that there is no way this will not come off as cocky & full of myself, but it's something that I must say. If any of you happen to have a crush on me, or are starting to develop one, please, I BEG OF YOU, keep it to yourself. I'm sicked & tired of having to go through the awkwardness of turning someone down. I hate that. I hate seeing my friends upset & I hate it even more when I'm the reason that they're upset. Just keep in mind how much of an egotistical bastard & unreasonable spoiled brat I am everytime you feel that fuzziness. It's not real!! It's just that I tend to say & do the right things at the right time. I'm just a caring friend. That is all.
That being said, I'd like to proclaim once & for all: my heart's been seized. So don't even bother.
Thank you & have a nice day.
P.S. And for crying out loud...stop stalking me!! It creeps me out to no end...

Hot Cakes
I was gonna write about the MSSU semi-formal last night, but as it turns out, a lot of "despicable" events happened & they might be a lil too NC-17 for this blog. Like, say, someone putting her hand down my pants. Or me grabbing someone else's boob. Or me making out with yet another someone else. Or having my ass groped & a 20 dollar bill stuck down my backpocket. All while I was sober.
...you don't believe me?? I've got proof on film (well, memory card to be more exact)!! ;D
All in all, it was great fun. It was a well-deserved break for the bunch of us. And even though we already hang out everyday, it was still amazing to get to party together. And I just can't look at some of you the same way anymore, hahaha. Not in a bad way though. ;) (Seriously, I really got to see a different side of you guys...conversely, I think I showed a part of me that most of you never knew existed... =P Heh heh I'm just full of surprises)