10.30.2004
Stars & Strikes
While I was having dinner with my dad the other day, we had a discussion on the American presidential election. And it turns out that even my very politically-aware pop didn't know how the US system works. So I took about a minute or two explaining it to him, concluding with the comment "It's the stupidest system ever; it's the only system where you can have a candidate who wins the majority of votes but still lose, à la Al Gore". And as I was surfing CNN's website today, I happened to come across a page explaining the exact same thing I did few nights ago. I thought it'd be interesting to some, so
here it is. I might not be American, but man, that system has gotta go...
I read this article from Time a while back, & apparently, Colorado is having a vote to change the rules ON THE SAME DAY as the presidential election. The article went on to talk about how this is gonna lead to some serious legal issues if the race turned out to be neck-and-neck. Seriously people, smarten up. Why would any state government (or just any government in general) voluntarily put itself in hot water?? Couldn't you amend the law AT LEAST a month before?? It's indicative of poor organizational skills & just simply faulty logic!! I swear, watching the US election is more entertaining than watching anything else...it's just so ridiculous.
Kakeru @ 11:34 +



10.29.2004
Never Again
Apparently, I'm not the only one who's leaving my MGB lab report 'till the last minute to finish. It's now 2 hours & 15 minutes from when it's due, & I'm at the school library writing ferociously trying to finish it up. Make that finish it up GOOD. Anyway, currently I'm sitting in front of a library computer, & I can see at least 3 other ppl from my lab who are doing the same thing...which doesn't hit me as a surprise, 'cause how on Earth do you expect someone to finish 3 midterms in 2 days (one of which was our LAB TEST too, thank you very much) & still hand in a lab report the day after?? Last night, I was very frustrated with how everything turned out. I simply couldn't believe that writing my lab report would be the worst part of it all. No, the lab wasn't hard. It's dead simple, as straight-forward as it could ever be. The problem was that after such a hectic week, I could no longer assert any more of my energy into school work. I could literally feel my brain giving in on me, that it was telling me it has nothing more to provide. And as a result I was stuck miserably on the stupid introduction & discussion for a good hour or two (I was determined enough to force myself to at least finish the results section). By the time it hit 12, I knew it was over; there was simply no way I could finish it or finish it without it being crap. So I decided to wait for today, hoping that my mind would be clearer. And it is. Now I only have the discussion left, with 2 hours to spare. Wish me luck.
EDIT: Done!! And with 50 minutes to spare. ;D Now I can catch the earlier GO train to get home...
Kakeru @ 14:46 +



10.27.2004
Take A Bow
Super long entry detailing today's incidents coming your way...but before I do that, here's a list of people that I need to thank for this week (& maybe for the past few too):
Mick: Thanks for listening to my petty problems & actually supporting my choices (or do ya?? Lol). Life just isn't the same without your sound advices, your witty comments & your uh, evil schemes. =P May you always be so beautiful. <rolls eyes>
Sid:Thanks for trying to reinstate my confidence everytime I feel like crap (but hey, no more pictures!!), lol. And if it weren't for you, I probably would've completely blanked out on the metabolism section of the test today...=P Keep those smart brain waves coming man!!
Marissa: Thanks for letting me verbally abuse you & never fight back, lol. And FYI, I DO think that you're very very smart. Maybe not as smart as me, but still pretty darn close. =P
Eleanor: Thanks for being there, every night, listening to me go on & on (& on & on...) about how stressed I am!! And you were right...I CAN make it if I tried. =) Pitied are those who study genes...
Winnie: Thanks for always being so positive, your optimism somehow never fails to amaze me (& has kept me going in the past few weeks). I can always rely on you for a laugh, whether with you, or at you (lol nah I'd never do that). I hope I've done at least half as good of a job at keeping you entertained!!
Keith: Thanks for constantly reminding me that I have the greatest friends, & that school is not all there is to life. And thank you for giving me something to look forward to by the end of this week. IT'S PARTY TIME!!
"QUINCY": Thanks for letting me know that hope is still out there. Just you wait, 'cause I'll show you the same.
EDIT: Oh ya, & of course, my parents, who are always so understanding & considerate. I'll be doing the chores again next week!!
Kakeru @ 22:38 +



10.24.2004
"Ew, Cooties!"
You know you've studied too much when you're brushing up, & you suddenly think, "Hmmm, I wonder how mouthwash works. Do they kill bacteria by lysing their membranes, destroying their PG layers by disrupting the cross-links, or through some other mechanism?? And speaking of PG, are oral bacteria gram-positive or negative??"
...=P
Kakeru @ 11:16 +



10.23.2004
Hit List
Things to do after midterms are over:
01. Reorganize closet
02. Make new blog layout
03. Ask "QUINCY"¹ out for a date
04. Ask the "Hot Pot Gang" out for hot pot
05. Reorganize CDs in CD tower (I've officially run out of space for my Ayu singles...=O)
06. Finish watching CSI season 4 on DVD
07. Learn to knit (like, seriously)
08. Hmmm...make more lasagnas?? (Lol...2 more boxes of noodles to go!!)
¹: "It's a crazy crazy love love!!" xD
Kakeru @ 19:50 +



10.22.2004
Let Bygones Be Bygones
Earlier this afternoon, I had this palpable urge to call you. I swear my hand was about to reach for my cell phone & (speed-)dial your number. But I didn't. 'Cause I couldn't. I simply can't let myself go back there again...although I did get close (again...God why am I so useless). Too close for comfort, as a matter-of-fact...
Somehow, I got myself into this depression fit that started in the morning & continued way until I got home. Something was clearly bothering me...I knew what it was, I just didn't wanna admit it. At that instant I felt like I had nobody to share it with - most of my friends have either heard it too many times or they're just out of reach. I felt helpless, but at the same time, I thought, "Do I really need the help??"
Turns out I didn't. 'Cause I'm fine now...or at least I think I am. I'm once again able to concentrate on the things that are most important to me now. And that'd be my midterms. This year I've worked so hard, I'm not gonna let one person render my efforts useless. So bacteria, nucleic acids, repressor genes, & whatever else that I'll be battling next week, come ahead!!
Lately, the gym has become my haven. For those who know what's been going on, no, it's NOT just about that...although a big part of it is. =P All in all, there's something about working out & listening to loud music that really pumps me up. I guess Elle Woods was right - endorphins do make people happy & they therefore won't commit murder. Although I'm still not so sure about the 2nd part...=P I'm kinda regretting the fact that I didn't really make the best of it today...stupid depression. And now I won't be able to go as often next week due to my midterms. =\ I really should put my D-snap to good use eh (now what does THAT have to mean?? Lol)...& seriously, nobody else wear red, please. It diverts my concentration...<wink>
(Wow this post has a completely different tone from start to end...shows you how incoherent my thoughts are at the moment, haha)
P.S. I'd like to thank Mick for these 2 days, last night especially. I'm sorry if I scared you, but I'm glad you were there. And here's hope that we both get our "release" soon...lol. xP
Kakeru @ 22:52 +



10.19.2004
Life's Palette
Black - the colour of the sky when I wake up.
White - the colour of my lab coat.
Royal blue - the colour of my biochem lab binder.
Brown - the colour of oxidized hemoproteins.
Brick red - the colour of reduced hemoproteins.
Blood red - the colour of oxygenated hemoproteins.
Green - the colour of the fettuccine I had for lunch.
Magenta - the colour of the school library's doors.
Silver - the colour of the subway trains.
Orange - the colour of my D-snap.
Navy blue - the colour of my garage doors.

Blood red (again) - the colour of my restless eyes.
Kakeru @ 19:42 +



10.18.2004
The Sky's The Limit
Today kicks ass. And here's why:
01. After discussing with my friends about our experience of e-mailing the profs & choosing essay topics, I realized that I got very lucky. First, I didn't have to e-mail mine more than once; I confirmed my topic the first time. Second, my topic is actually pretty decent compared to the others. Not to mention my prof already began talking about it in class, so my work's been cut out for me. =P
02. Studied some bacteriology during my 2 hour break...& it's going great (I know it's a very nerdy thing to say, but when you're happy, anything goes =P)!! I should be ready in a week when the brutal "3 midterms & a lab report in 2 days" disaster comes.
03. Got out of school earlier than usual 'cause I skipped my last class, which was just a review session...
04. ...& using the time I spared, I walked to Eaton Centre to shop. What I originally had in mind was to buy the scarf I saw at
H&M last time...couldn't get it then 'cause the line up was just HUGE (it was the Friday before Thanksgiving, so duh). However, what I ended up getting was a jacket (oh surprise...xP). It was the kind that I've wanted since I saw someone wear it maybe 2 or 3 years ago...so when I found it today, I didn't even think twice before buying it. The price wasn't too bad, but I seriously didn't care. =P
05. ...um, ppl said my haircut looks great??
06. After 5 months of living here, the mirror in my bathroom is FINALLY installed. Now the place looks twice as big (& I no longer have to use my dad's to shave & style my hair in the morning). W00t!!
07. ...& some mutual staring/checking out went on today...heh heh.
Kakeru @ 16:08 +



10.17.2004
Z! Z! Z!
Great, I've just been informed by my molecular biology professor of my
essay topic, & MY GOD IT'S BORING. I only chose it 'cause it sounded easy & doable...& I didn't actually think I'd lose my first choice (I was smart enough to list a few just so that I won't lose time if mine was taken & then I'd have to e-mail him again), which was "Molecular aspects of ageing". Instead now I'm doing "The different DNA polymerases used in DNA repair". How fun. <rolls eyes>
He (Dr. Ingles) sounds very nice though...
P.S. Ha look, Pearson spelled "maintenance" wrong. Not so cocky now, are we?? =P
Kakeru @ 11:26 +



10.15.2004
Mesmerized
Life was perfect, for one minute, as I was out on my balcony stargazing, while Yaiko's "Over The Distance" played softly in the background...
Kakeru @ 22:58 +



10.14.2004
Reeewind!
In many ways, this year is starting to resemble my 1st year at UofT: spending a lot of time alone, having
Timmy's' donuts, going home by myself, working my ass off to get the good grades, making new friends, & last but not least, having new eye-candies...=P And it's all good. I loved 1st year. I loved it so much, I decided to lengthen it by taking summer school right after. And that kicked ass too. Then came 2nd year, which was just disasterous & I'd never wanna be reminded of it again. Seriously, even my brain is working that way. I still refer to things that happened in 1st year as "last year", as though no time has passed in between. Repression...is that what they call it??
For the first time since my MGB labs started, I didn't wanna get out of there asap. In fact, today's lab was great fun...there's just something about pipetting that really intrigues me (I say that now, but wait 'till I actually have to do that everyday for a lab job or something, haha). Had a nice chat with the people at my bench while waiting for things to centrifuge, & I was more than surprised when I found out that my lab partner, who's at the age of 23, is married. To add insult to injury, she looks 19, so you can only imagine my expression when she told me (I was just asking her whether she had siblings, & bam, she's got a husband too!!). =P I don't think I need to repeat my views on marriage at such a young age; I'm sure everyone, including me, is tired of hearing about it...
Totally irrelevant, but I was talking to my friend last night about Hirai Ken & I couldn't help but ask: "Why do they always present him as this quiet, soft-spoken gentleman??". For those who still think that way, you've been deceived, because he's really not that. He's actually very talkative & has a good sense of humour...if you've seen his concerts, you'll see what I mean (in fact, sometimes I think he MCs too much). He makes all the ladies laugh, one joke right after another. Then again, they could just be laughing 'cause they're so in love with him...=P Speaking of his concerts, I'll be damned if I ever get to go to one & see him in person...one of my friends actually went to "Ken's Bar" in Taiwan few years ago, & 'till this day I'm still so envious...x_x
P.S. I only realized a few days ago that "Hitomi wo tojite" doesn't translate to "Close your eyes" (that'd be "Me wo tojite")...instead, it literally means "Close your PUPILS". Now how does one do that?? =P
P.P.S. One thing that I'm especially hyped about this year is how I get to have class with a good friend of mine from high school again!! We spent a lot of time together in 1st year (here we go again...see the connections??), but we lost touch after she switched to commerce. Coincidentally, we both chose the same course to fulfill our social science requirement, & we were more than happy to find each other on the first day of class (me especially, considering I'm one of the 7 guys outta the 150+ students). Turns out that neither of us has changed that much...& neither has our friendship. =)
P.P.P.S. While instructing us how to pipette, my professor added the comment "It's just like how they do it on CSI: Miami". That's great, but why does it have to be Miami?? And I also overheard the TAs calling him "Horatio" afterwards...<shivers>
Kakeru @ 17:50 +


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