9.26.2003
Upon Close Examination
Quote from
Entertainment Weekly, regarding the new season of CSI:
"'We have the biggest surprise in the franchise's history by the end of the premiere,' says creator Anthony Zuiker...'Pay particular attention to the last frame.'"
Because I read this, I didn't blink throughout the last few seconds of the show...but I still saw nothing. x_x It bothered me so much, I woke up in the middle of the night & started to recall the scene, seeing if I could tell what was different about it. That was of course, of no avail...I'm wondering if by "premiere", he meant the end of the SECOND episode (since the story has two parts), 'cause seriously, all I saw at the end was a dead body lying on the ground. Somebody help??
Kakeru @ 16:50 +



9.24.2003
Lost And Found
...is indeed the best feeling on Earth. =)
Kakeru @ 21:50 +



9.22.2003
Will
When I fell into this hole, I thought I could get out easily; after all, I've been in worst situations. But I guess I overestimated myself - the harder I fought, the faster I sank. And now that water is starting to pour in, I must either drown or struggle even harder to survive.
And you know what?? I'll definitely get out alive.
Kakeru @ 19:56 +



9.21.2003
News Flash
01. I'm now a 2nd year student
02. I'm now a very stressed 2nd year student
03. My stress is somewhat unjustified/self-inflicted
04. I love my German class
05. I hate my chemistry class
06. Proteins are fun & boring at the same time
07. DNA isolation lab rules
08. Losing your lab coat after the lab, doesn't
09. For the first time in my life, I questioned whether
MGB is really for me
10. My irrevocable happiness is no longer irrevocable
11. And that bugs me
12. Last but not least - I'm still alive (surprisingly...)
Kakeru @ 14:04 +



9.09.2003
Minus One Is The Loneliest Number
I guess God made the choice for me. But instead of relieved, I actually feel like giving up the whole thing altogether. How ironic.
Kakeru @ 17:15 +



9.06.2003
2, 4, 6, 8, 10, ...
There's an interesting fact about me that not a lot of people know (& those who do, often find it weird) - I hate odd numbers. Right now, I'm mighty pissed about my new member number at the 2nd year life science board, 43 (argh...my old one was 20). As you can see, that is odd, & hence I have the urge to re-register just to get myself an even number (but I won't, 'cause you can't change your member/display name, & I don't wanna be anything other than Kakeru!! =P). My high school student number, thankfully, was even...& so is my current UofT one (I literally cheered when I found out it ends with a 4...xD). Somehow though, my ICQ number, is not. I was so internet-challenged back then, I didn't know you could always get another account & start brand new. Too late now since I've got everyone on this list, & I don't want an UIN that's got 9 digits (or is it 10 now??). Darndos.
P.S. You might ask where my grudge against odd numbers came from. I don't exactly know either, but I think it's gotta do with my perception that everything comes in pairs. O_o Not to mention that I was born on an even month and an even day...=P
Kakeru @ 17:42 +



9.03.2003
I Object
Oh my, now I know another person who's already married in their early 20s. It seriously freaks me out. Not so much 'cause I'm a "no marriage" person, but even if I were to marry, I've always envisioned it to happen when I'm AT LEAST 25. I mean right now, I don't even have enough money to afford a decent rehearsal dinner, not to mention a whole ceremony. O_o And I'd like to remind everybody that marriage is not just for one night - that's the WEDDING. The marriage, on the other hand, lasts for life. And let's not even discuss the amount of people who don't live up to their martial vows & drop out midway. One might be mentally mature enough for marriage when they're 20 (even though I quite doubt that), but unless you own a diamond ore or are planning to keep living off your parents afterwards, getting married at such a young age is kinda tough & unrealistic, non??
Kakeru @ 19:06 +


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