10.30.2002
Bungee Jump
Hell, nothing ever goes my way. After the harsh realization of a miscalculation on my physics test (which can easily lead to a disastrous mark), I decided to dare myself to get more depressed than I already was. How?? Simply by checking my chem test mark, which I dreaded to see ever since I was told about the posting. Well well well, what do you know...just as you wanted things to be worse, the three magic digits 1-0-0 appears right beside your lovely student number. Now I don't know whether to feel happy or not. And the really REALLY bad part is, this is all happening the day before my bio midterm. What a perfect time to drown me in frustration...
Kakeru @ 13:17 +



10.28.2002
Speak Of The Devil
Seriously, never talk behind people's back...at least not when they are behind your back. Thank God I wasn't necessarily badmouthing "Miss Pet" when she came up to me and said hi. Surprisingly we actually had a "nice" conversation which involved the typical "you're gonna do well on your test" statements. Don't know why, but that coming from her just boosted my confidence WAY up. I guess that's because you know someone's feeling threatened by your presence, and that in turn confirms your "brainer" status if you know what I mean. (if you don't, that's okay too, it's not like what I say is of any relevance to your life...)
2 more hours in Robarts. Cheers.
Kakeru @ 15:24 +



10.27.2002
Progress
Physics...nuclear explosion of the mind...if there's such a thing. O_o
Biology...who the hell's Darwin?? And isn't mimicry just another way of saying "meow"?? What makes this cat so special?? =P
Kakeru @ 14:40 +



10.26.2002
Sliding Doors
Fate, play stop playing with me...the subway is bad enough without all these embarrassing moments. <grunt>
Kakeru @ 00:44 +



10.24.2002
Legitimized Orgy
Bio lab rules. I mean, where else can you ask "you wanna mate??" nice and loud without being slapped in the face?? =P
Kakeru @ 18:44 +



10.22.2002
Hectic
10.23 - psychology midterm
10.24 - biology lab quiz
10.25 - calculus quiz
10.28 - physics midterm
10.30 - chemistry lab + lab quiz
10.31 - biology midterm
11.01 - calculus quiz
Now...where's my time to breathe?? O_o
Kakeru @ 19:28 +



Pissed To The Bone
Today's probably the worst day I've had ever since university started. All the things that annoy me the most happened within a short period of two hours. Right now I just wanna yell at what's-her-face for not showing up, scream at what's-his-face for catching me, strangle what's-my-face for getting that stupid chem test question wrong, and rip my wrecked (I mean WRECKED) psych book. As if things aren't already bad enough, presently I'm stuck in Robarts for 120 minutes just so that I can write a quiz that's worth 0.5% of my final mark. Maybe I should just skip...but unfortunately I need the mark now since I screwed over the test. Ahhh fuck it.
Kakeru @ 11:26 +



10.20.2002
Scavenger Hunt
I was just cleaning out my wallet...& here's a list of people whom I found pictures of...(in order of appearance)
Jennifer, Rita, Bonnie, Amelia, Carmen, Elaine, Keith, Elaine (again), Elaine (and again), Alma, Fiona, Greta, William, Vanessa, Bonnie (again), Alan, Julianna...& last but not least, three butt-ugly me...
What's my point?? Feel special, my friends. =P
Kakeru @ 22:52 +



10.17.2002
Environmental Friendly
If one's not supposed to judge a book by its cover, then why can't we just use shit-brown recycled paper to wrap all of them??
Kakeru @ 01:42 +



10.16.2002
Mr. Cleo
Couldn't stop laughing while I was writing my chem lab quiz today...who knew that the story of my last entry would actually be one of the questions?? Lol...I was asked to name three safety rules of the lab...& TADA!! "Never pipette any liquid orally" was my first one...hahahaha...no thoughts required whatsoever. =D
Kakeru @ 21:33 +



10.14.2002
Disobey Your Thirst
It is always so amusing to read my lab manuals...they are full of information that I NEVER thought I'd see from a university lab book.
Like say, this, found from the instructions of my acid base equilibria lab:
"Safety Reminder: 2. Never pipette any liquid orally."
What?? I LOVED drinking sulfuric acid when I was in high school!!
Kakeru @ 12:50 +



10.13.2002
Cheer On
Got myself a new pair of shoes today...woohoo!!
Got myself a new sweater today...woohoo!!
Got myself a new umbrella today...woohoo!!
Got myself a new victory today...WOOHOO!! =P
Kakeru @ 22:46 +



10.12.2002
In Conclusion...
One word: exhausted. I'm just so tired of everything...
That is not to say I don't love school or enjoy my family's presence. Quite the opposite actually. But I've been too restless...pushing myself too hard. I hope it's all worth it at the end. It better be.
I'm starting to notice that every time I become extremely stressed, I dream about cats...in a negative way. They either scratch me, bite me, or hurt me in any other manner possible. It's a sign I suppose. And last night, I dreamt that I was bitten by a cat until my arm was drowned in blood...how uplifting.
Kakeru @ 14:22 +



10.07.2002
Salad Bowl
I have 3 science professors...all of which have different pronounciations of the word "laboratory".
The biology way: La-BOR-try
The chemistry way: La-BOR-ra-to-ry
The physics way: LA-bra-tory
You gotta love Canada for its diversity.
Kakeru @ 15:04 +



10.06.2002
Words of Encouragement
Man I love my physics TA. Lol.
This is what he said after telling me about the quiz.
"It's only worth 3% - you can sleep-in and still get 97% in the course..."
Thanks...if only I were THAT smart. Hahaha.
Sure cheered me up though. =D
Kakeru @ 01:35 +



10.05.2002
Applied Science
This is disgusting...my brain is now completely devoured by the concepts of chemistry. While I was making salt water for rinsing, I couldn't help but question the molarity and molality of the solution. Then the formulas started coming up. Then I began "seeing" Na+ and Cl- ions. All of this in 5 seconds. Oh Lord.
Kakeru @ 12:26 +



10.04.2002
Liberation
I can't stop licking my teeth right now...gross I know, but life without braces is just too fucking amazing (please excuse the swearing).
I want food...but I'm not eating. I wanna save my first bite of food with real teeth for something real good. Something other than barbecued sausage in a bun.
Kakeru @ 14:14 +



10.03.2002
Stepping On My Own Foot
I made a lot of wrong decisions today.
I wore a pair of pants that my MD player just wouldn't stay clipped to.
I wore a jacket that wouldn't stop the shivers.
I got off at the subway doors that were farthest away from the stairs.
I brought an umbrella to school when there wasn't even a drop of rain.

I guess the only right choice I made today was having my first taste of vanilla coke...so fucking good. Then again, drinking pop in such a cold weather isn't necessarily the smartest...
Kakeru @ 21:55 +



10.02.2002
Buy Me
I'm worth $2,042,060.00 according to
HumanForSale.com. Wooohooo!!
Above average, thank you very much.
Kakeru @ 20:58 +



Starstruck
"I believe it is fate that brings people together,
Yet it is will that keeps them together."
Just a sudden thought I had on my way to Tim Hortons...
Great cream of cauliflower by the way. =D
Kakeru @ 18:04 +



10.01.2002
Son Of A Gun
Forget it. Why bother?? I rarely have dessert after dinner anyway.
Kakeru @ 19:34 +


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